Alonely..?

I am at KP home now... I just stay home , going nowhere coz I dont feel like to.. And have no friends to hang out with.. Plus, I have a date with my Gossip Girl Season 2's dvds.. Date with dvds?? Gilo laa.... Hahaha...

There are a mountain climbing activity organised by my school's PBSM today... The event took place at Gunung Angsi, Ulu Bendul.. I've been thinking to go there to give some supports to the kids... Just showing the supports, not climbing the mountain.. I want to but I'm not ready to take on the challenge since I'm not that fit anymore.. I really want to be there but since I've no friends to accompany me, so I guess lay down on the bed is the err... good idea or something??Huhuhu.. Bad me!! Maybe next time.. huhuhu...

I thought to survey the bridal houses and place for marridge courses today... But I repeat, Ive no friends to accompany me.. Pity me, huh? Honestly, now, most of my bestfriends are apart from me.. They are away from me... Not that I lost them... Its just that they have their own commitments... Hmm.. the main reason is work.. Yeah! Looks like I'm the only one in our clique who works in our hometown... I miss my bestfriends... Especially who always be the best listeners, best story-teller, best advisors, best fashion consultants, best shopping mates and all that... I just missed them so much... *sad*

Hmmm... well... I think I'll finish to watch the GG2's dvds today... I bought it last month at Yogyakarta and havent any chance to watch it due to my busy-ness... This activity do look normal to a person who are lonely like me.. Sob sob...En. B is apart, my bestfriends are apart, my family as well.. So, here am I.. lock myself in the room and be friends with the technology... Sounds awful, right? Err.. am I in the middle of PMS now? Hmm.. maybe.... lalalala...